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Life right now
So, a few hours ago, i was frustrated. To be honest, very frustrated. I came to the realization that i’m in college, and i’m working a part time job, and that yields consequences to the amount of time i can spend in each. If i work during the day, i come home and try to study but my mind can’t function. If i study during the day and go to work after i’m finished, i end up making careless mistakes.
Even though i was really excited for college to start, and meet new people and everything, right now i’m not loving it. I’m very introverted so i haven’t really met anyone, and with an extra stress load on myself, i tend to snap at people a little more easily.
I’m not saying any of this out of pity for myself having a lot to do, in fact, i’m kind of just saying how much easier my life is right now than it could be. I could not have a home to go back to, i could be working really hard to be able to even pay for the college much less study for it. I’m an extremely blessed person, and i tend to lose sight of that really quickly.
People: Count your blessings, very common term, very rarely taken seriously. I wish i could take it more seriously than i do.
