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Having it all together
Sometimes i get frustrated with myself wishing i understood everything in life, and had it “all together”. I wish that i was good at everything i do, that everyone would like me, that i would listen to what my head and heart tell me to do rather than going against both. i wish that i was a perfect person.
What would life be like? If there was a perfect person? And what was it like to meet one? I like to put myself in people’s shoes, never hearing about Jesus, and walking up and meeting Him. I wonder what kind of incredible first impression He would leave you with? I have several people in my life that i would consider my heroes, and they’re very imperfect. I think so highly of them and look up to them in what they do and how they think and react to things.
It’s so easy to have human heroes because with our human minds, we can put a name, and personality to a face, but why is it that i have such a difficult time visualizing who Jesus is? Maybe because my brain can’t handle such an incredible being that can’t really be described. A logical part of my brain tries it’s hardest to categorize God, but i know that it can’t be done.
I guess what i’m trying to say is: I’m glad i’m not perfect, because if i was, i would have a category for God. God deserves more than that. Goodnight.
